brendonryan336

>:@ >:@ >@: RAWR FUCKITY RAWR!!!!!!

2008-07-30T19:27:55Z

dude omg im so anry rightnow!!!!!!!

fucking schedule!

fucking fuckers!!!

god why do people always play me like a fucking game!!!!!

>:@

i hate my life right now!

The Anthem to my life right now!!!!

2008-07-13T21:59:37Z

"7 Things"

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vein, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7 things I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

wow okay so i hate my life i was her to call me baby i want her to love

to bad she never will!

ryface:(

2008-07-02T09:06:40Z

yet fucking again i am in massive love with someone who doesnt love me babk and never fucking will!
i dont understand why i cant be happy like ever it never works in my favor and i dont think it ever will
holy shit im so pathetic!!!!!

god why cant you love me!

fuck i know why i just dont know why no one wants to love back!!!!!

brendonryan336 @ 2008-06-12T18:47:00

2008-06-13T01:53:34Z

okey day

so i was like in love with this guy and nothing ever happened between us

boo.

then i got over him and it was all good!! but today i was talking to him and ALL the old feelings started to come back!!!

boo.

and i dont want to not talk to him because he's a really nice and cool guy but when i talk to him i start likeing him!

god this shit sucks!!!

help????

VALENTINES DAY!

2008-02-13T05:25:02Z

So First off, to all those people out there who dont have someone to be with on Valentines Day, Dont worry,(i dont either) but make the day fun dont be all sad and whatever

but idk if anyone has ever been in a sitchuation where it doesnt work out with anyone your with....i have been in this state fir like ever! and i dont particularly like it....

There is this guy, Named Zach who is sexier than sex, and he is really nice and i really like him but we arent like really close friends or anything and so i cant just tell hiim, ya know? but idk He is like i dont even know, but he has a gf and he's a jr. and i dont think he wuld ever like me...it sucks cock!! ROYALLY!!!!!

and there is this ther guy named NIck who i have liked for a long time and he finally asked me out then 3 weeks later he told me he wasnt completely over his ex of 2 years whichi can understand, but it hurt coz i really really like/liked? him and i dont think he will like me anymore. but idk somethings he does just drive me mad and i just wanna- nevermind-jk but idk again it suck cock!!!

i just thought of this its not good or anything btw.

He can make my heart speed up but slow down at the SAME time,
he can make me smile and he can make me cry,he hasnt done anything he just is there existing,
breaking my heart wih every stephe takes away from me.
he does care, hell he doesnt know..
I must rely on my dreams and the little time i have left with him!
I cant tell him, the words that break my heart in two
"i love you"
I dont really i dont know what loveis, not yet at least i have to find a way to tell him.
who am i kidding that will never happen!

well there you go i have told you the thing that kills me the most..
I love you guys!
Crystal
<33333333

as Said By My favorite teacher of all time!!!!!!! Dan Johnson!

Valentines Day is a silly holiday, if you love someone you houldnt pick one day out od 365 to show it.You shoud show it every day!!!

So dont be down spend it with the ones clostest to you!!!

he wont love me

2007-12-07T03:39:54Z

Have you ever wanted someone so bad but counldn't have it?
Did you want it so bad that hurt when you knew you couldn't have him?
You want to tell him but you just can't.
I want to hold him hand and never let go.
I want him to love me, why can't i tell him?
Why doesn't he know?
Whay can't he get it?
Why cant i tell himWhy?
I dont want to love him, I won't
i dont want her to know, that's why,
I dont want to hurt anymore

So the preivous entry was about somthing veryveryvery personal, and this one is even more personal. this guy is -wow just wow and he has a girlfriend and they are in love i know its the same just replaced the she's with hes but it means alot ot me and he means so much it is unexplainable i dont know but yeah...

The first face you wanta see, the first voice you wanta hear, the first person you want to feel, hold to love, buti can never feel him i can never hold him he is in love. with someone else. he doesn't want me, he will never want me i will always want him i dont want to love him i dont want him, but i can not leve him i love him i have to love him he is, is just amazing he is allways there and he wont love me.
WHY WON'T HE LOVE ME???

Do I want you???

2007-11-29T03:57:58Z

Have you ever wanted someone so bad but counldn't have it?
Did you want it so bad that hurt when you knew you couldn't have her?
You want to tell her but you just can't.
I want to hold her hand and never let go.
I want her to love me, why can't i tell her?
Why doesn't she know?
Whay can't she get it?
Why cant i tell her Why?
I dont want to love her, I won't
i dont want her to know, that's why,
I dont want to hurt anymore

this isnt necessariy in my voice i was just bored and i wrote it,I dont know but yeah...

brendonryan336 @ 2007-10-30T16:50:00

2007-10-30T23:52:54Z

When all you feel is hurt and pain and rage what the hell are you supposed to do!

When NO ONE will listen, you can’t tell anyone you don’t want you burden them with your shit. What do you do when you so mad but NO ONE will fucking listen. What the FUCK am I supposed to fucking do. I hate it when you can’t tell any one. You’re expected to always be happy and cheerful, and when you not people won’t leave you the fuck alone.

I don’t know why I get so mad but people don’t listen.

brendonryan336 @ 2007-07-26T02:56:00

2007-07-26T09:58:05Z

Untiled (for now)
Ryan walks into school and goes to the normal place where he meets Brendon every morning, but he’s not there yet. Ryan figured that his bus was late or something, so he put his earphones in and turned his i-Pod on. About twenty minutes later the bell rang and students hurried to their classes.

“Hey, Jon? Have you seen Brendon?” Ryan asked in a worried tone.

“No, I haven’t seen him since Friday,” Jon replied

“When was the last time you saw him?” Jon asked

“I saw him last night. He stayed at my house ‘til about four or so.”

Jon gave Ryan one of those “Ryan-what–have-I-told-you–about-having-sex-with-your-boyfriends-and-then-taking-them-home-at-all-hours-of-the-night looks. Ryan simply looks at Jon innocently.

“Hey, he’s my boyfriend! I have the right to fuck him whenever I please,” He replied a little smugly.

“Whatever you say, Jon. C’mon, let’s get to class before we get detention.

They get to class and begin their daily routine. Usually Ryan has a great attention but today he can’t stop worrying about Brendon.

“Hey, Spencer, have heard from Brendon lately?” Ryan asked.

“No, I haven’t talked to him in a while. Wasn’t he with you last night?”

“Yeah, but he didn’t show up this morning.”

“I’m really worried about him, Spencer,” Ryan said.

“Well then, at lunch go and check on him,” Spencer suggested.

“OK, thanks.”

It seemed to take forever for lunch to come. As soon as it did, Ryan rushed out of the classroom and ran to his car. Surprisingly, Ryan didn’t get a speeding ticket for driving so fast, but he got there. Ryan knew the way to get into Brendon’s room through the window from their late night parties. He climbed in and his eyes widened. He began crying right when he saw Brendon.